Friday, 2 October 2009

Goodbye old days, hello my future ★

We all used to hear people say "The past should stay where it belongs, move on, and look forward to the future ". It's true, and I believe in that.

I agree with that especially when it comes to mistakes and anything you have done in the past even if you're not so proud of it. While I'm writing this, they came up to me, the things I have done last year at school. I admit I wasn't the perfect strait A's- student. Two years back, yes. I was an outstanding student, except last year ...

Things that made me change last year and had it own exception;
  1. I got transferred to a new school.
  2. I wasn't used to the atmosphere.
  3. I had a messed up routine.
  4. I had a bad attitude.
Well, that's what I can recall at the moment. I used to always skip school, lazy, and break the rules. God I remember a lot of crazy things I have done. One of the things was;

Once We had this pop-quiz in Physics and that day I haven't slept well at all, simply I was prepared for it. I tired my best to focus and try solve the thing. and as usual I messed up on it very well. So, while the break time, the teachers were on a meeting.
One of my classmates came up to me saying, "why not sneak in to the teachers room and change the answers on the paper?" At that moment I was pretty scared and I refused to do it .
She gave me this sneaky look and said "let's try this time and I promise we won't do it again" and then we did it. We sneaked in the room, changed the answers and no one saw us (except god of-course). I couldn't believe that I just did that. I really felt bad about it.

That's one of the things I have done that year. I guess every student goes through this. It should be in this way, but others. I'm sure, I'm over those days of laziness. Way way over! Of-course I asked god for forgiveness and I won't do it again.

What I'm trying to say is I'm really looking forward for this year and I have a lot of good things to replace my mistakes.


Side note: Since school starts tomorrow, and I'm sure I won't have time to update this place more often. So, I have decided to keep this place up-to-date every weekend. Stay tuned readers. :D

5 comment(s):

Toxic_Honey said...

we all do mistakes
but what does matter is
we have to learn from them and not keep on doing it

as i always say who doesnt fall wont know how to stand up ;)

inshallah this year u will be better and better and am sure u will inshallah ..

allah yewafqek inshallah ywa yesahel 3aleke

Dark Star said...

Ameen. *sighs*
Wallah for some reason, I'm kinda scared. I know it's weird to feel that, oo ana 7atta ma kamalt one week. I just start school today. =p

I hope everything goes so smooth and as I imagine it to be. Thanks Toxic =*

Wolf Doll said...

Good luck ;*, I know my yn5af 3alaish ;D

Kitten said...

Haha, that got me laughing for a while there. 'Tomorrow is a good day' or so they say.

Enjoy the rest of your academic year ;)

Dark Star said...

S: A77, *hugs*. Thank you. <3
ga6wa: Thank you so much, I'm willing to work harder than usual. I've been taking everything 3aadi oo ma mhtamah ... Bs now (from today) I organized everything and I have a whole plan to follow. *sighs* inshallah 5air. =)