Stressed out already?

Pff, what a long week. Hmm... Let's see. What I have been up to lately?
- First day at school:
I guess it's like every normal day except the awkwardness that happens with me every year. Being late and walking into the class room and all eyes are on me expecting me to scream saying HI!!! and all the hugs and kisses that every girl might do ... But I didn't. It was so awkward, I walked into the class and the moment came where everyone is in silence and everyone stared at me, and awkwardly I said, Hi ... and waved my hand with a smile on my face. and as usually they replied Hiiiiiii!

As an 12th grade student, I began to have a panic attacks and stressing out which made me worry and think a lot. Even, I did something really stupid on Tuesday, here's the thing, that day, I had maths placement test, and I forgot everything I have learned in last year. That means I messed up really bad. Which made me feel really awful. I came back home in a bad mood. so at that evening, my brother in-law was on the phone and wanted to talk to me, I guess he wanted to check on me how I'm doing and how does it feel being a 12th grader. The problem is I messed up the whole thing again, I was rude and replied him by saying, Hmm, yeah, okay... *laughs* I believe I awe him an apology.

All in all, my week was normal and everything went okay, thanks to my family who's always supportive especially my sister and mother. ;*
Here's something inspiring,really good music,




I gotta study now, I have many things to do. Good day

Thanks for reading.
xxx